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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    11:48 am
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    “Go on,” interrupted the attorney, looking at his gold Rolex watch
    “Make time for thisAccording to my specialists—and I purposely used the word ‘my,’ if you
    follow me—on a prearranged schedule, say every fourth or fifth day, the new patient is ‘shot up to
    the moon’—that’s the phrase they use, it’s not mine, Christ knowsBetween times he’s been treated
    real goodHe’s been fed the right neutermints or whatever they are, given the proper exercise, a lot
    of sleep and all the rest of that shitWe should all be so careful of our bodies, right, avvocato?”
    “Some of us play squash every other day
    “Well, you’ll forgive me, MrPark Avenue, Manhattan, but squash to me is zucchini and I eat
    it
    “Linguistic and cultural differences do crop up, don’t they?”
    “Yeah, I can’t fault you there, ConsigliereAnd my title is attorneyIt could be Consigliere
    “There’s not enough years in our lifetimes, LouisDo you go on or do I leave?”
    “I go on, MrSo each time the Jew shrink is shot up to that moon my specialist talks
    about, he’s in pretty good shape, right?”
    “I see the periodic remissions to normalcy, but then I’m not a doctor
    “I don’t know what the fuck you’re talking about, but then I’m not a doctor, either, so I’ll take
    my specialist’s word for itYou see, every time he’s shot up, his mind is pretty clear inside, and
    then he’s fed name after name after nameA lot, maybe most, won’t mean a thing, but every now
    and then one will, and then another, and anotherWith each, they start what they call a probe,
    finding out bits and pieces of information, just enough to get a sketch of the patient he’s talking
    about—just enough to scare the shit out of that lasagna when he’s reachedRemember, these are
    stressful times and this Hebe doctor treats some of the fattest cats in Washington, in and outside the
    governmentHow does that grab you, MrAttorney?”
    “It’s certainly unique,” replied the guest slowly, studying the capo supremo“His files, of
    course, would be infinitely preferable
    “Yeah, well, like I say, we’re working on that, but it’ll take timeThis is now, immediat
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
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    There was something pulling me - maybe something
    that had been in me since the accident, but surely
    something that had come back from Duma Key Road
    with meI'm not sure I could have
    stood against it in any case, but I didn't even
    try; I was curious
    My daughter's purse was on the coffee table in the
    living roomI opened it, took out her wallet, and
    flipped through the pictures insideDoing this
    made me feel a little like a cad, but only a
    littleIt's not gucci backpacks as if you're stealing anything, I
    163
    told myself, but of course there are many ways of
    stealing, aren't there?
    Here was the photo of Carson Jones she'd shown me
    at the airport, but I didn't want thatI didn't
    want him by himselfI wanted him with herI
    wanted a picture of them as a coupleIt looked as if it had been taken at a
    roadside stand; there were baskets of cucumbers
    and corn behind themThey were smiling and young
    and beautifulTheir arms were around omega quartz each other,
    and one of Carson Jones's palms appeared to be
    resting on the swell of my daughter's blue jeansclad
    assOh you crazy ChristianMy right arm was
    still itching, a low, steady skin-crawl like
    prickly heatI scratched at it, scratched through
    it, and got my ribs instead for the ten thousandth
    timeThis picture was also in a protective seethrough
    envelopeI slid it out, glanced over my
    shoulder - nervous as a burglar on his first job -
    at the partially Cartier tank open door of the room where Ilse
    was sleeping, then turned the picture over
    I love you, Punkin!
    "Smiley"
    164
    Could I trust a suitor who called my daughter
    Punkin and signed himself Smiley? I didn't think
    soIt might not be fair, but no - I didn't think
    soNevertheless, I had found what I was looking
    forI turned the picture over
    again, closed my eyes, and pretended I was
    touching their Kodachrome images with my right
    handAlthough pretending wasn't what it Gucci Purse felt like;
    I suppose I don't have to tell you that by now
    After some passage of time - I don't know exactly
    how long - I returned the picture to its plastic
    sleeve and submerged her wallet beneath the
    tissues and cosmetics to approximately the same
    depth at which I had found itThen I put her
    purse back on the coffee table and went into my
    bedroom to get Reba the Anger-Management DollI
    limped upstairs to Little Pink with her clamped
    between my stump and my white chanel watch si
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    11:55 am
    @@@@@I hated not knowing how you were I
    @@@@@I hated not knowing
    how you were
    I couldn't swallow down the lump in my throatMonster? My Jamie? Never
    “So I heard you schooled Wes the day we got back,” Jamie said, changing the subject with a
    wide grin“Man, I wish I could have seen that! I bet Melanie loved it
    “She okay? Not too worried?”
    “Of course she's worried,” I murmured, watching the cloth travel across his forehead as if it
    were someone else's hand moving it
    Where was she?
    I searched through my head for her familiar voiceThere was nothing but silenceWhy wasn't
    she here? Jamie's skin was burning where my fingers brushed itThe feel of it–that
    unwholesome heat–should have had her in the same panic I was feeling
    “You okay?” Jamie asked“Wanda?”
    “I'm… tired
    He eyed me carefully“You don't look so good
    What had I done?
    “I haven't cleaned up in a while
    “I'm fine, you knowYou should go eat or something
    “Don't worry about me
    “I'll get you some food,” Ian said“You hungry, kid?”
    “Ah… no, not really
    My eyes flashed back to JamieJamie was always hungry
    “Send someone else,” I told Ian, gripping his hand tighter His face was smooth, but I could sense both surprise and worry“Wes, could you get
    some food? Something for Jamie, t
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    11:58 am
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    @@@@@Jus' spread out on the beach and keep your eyes openWe ain't gonna do any more unloadin'
    He turned to one of the landing-craft drivers standing beside him and asked, "You men on guard here at the dump at night?"
    "Yeah
    "With those Japs I guess you'll stay awake tonight Croft lit a cigarette, and walked over to Minetta again"You'll have to stay here, boy, until the truck comesJus' hold that compress there, and nothin' is gonna happen to ya
    Stanley and Brown lay on their stomachs, talking to each other and looking at the jungleStanley was feeling very weakHe tried to ignore his panic but he kept thinking of how safe they had felt when there had been Japanese so near to themYou never know when you're safe, he muttered to himselfHe felt an intense horror which he repressed with difficultyAll his nerves seemed to have come apartHe felt he would say something absurd in a moment or so, and he turned to Brown and uttered the first thought in his mind, "Wonder how Gallagher took it?"
    "What do ya mean?"
    "You know, the Japs being killed, and him thinking of his wife
    "Aaah," Brown said"He didn't even connect it
    Stanley looked at Gallagher, who was talking quietly to Wilson"He seems to be coming around," Stanley said"I feel sorry for the guy, but I'll tell you what, maybe he's lucky
    "You don't mean that
    "When you get rid of a woman, you never know when you're well offI don't know Gallagher's wife, but he's not a big guy, he probably wasn't able to give her too much lovingHell, they'll cheat on ya even when you do give 'em something to remember, so I wouldn't be too surprised if she had her little fling, especially in the first months when she knew the kid was coming and she wasn't taking any chances if she fooled around with anybody
    "That's all you ever think about," Stanley mutteredHe hated Brown for a moment
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    11:48 am
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    third cousin twice removed, but he is the direct descendent of
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    more than likely get killedHe couldn't shoot a barn, much less a
    barn door, because of his cross eyesHowever, he still had the
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    served all the way through to Appomattox
    Meanwhile, his wife's three brothers and her father were all killed,
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    her rolex prices careful father and his careful ancestors
    Townsend's living like a king in Philadelphia and doesn't care a fig
    that all his property in Savannah was confiscated by Sherman
    Did you see him, Rhett? How is he?"
    "More cross-eyed than ever, with two cross-eyed sons and a daughter
    that, thank God, takes after her mother Scarlett hardly heard
    Rhett's
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    of
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
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    might have belonged to his wifeNone of these had turned out to be Marie, but he began to
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    11:50 am
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    "Of course not," she said"If it were recess,
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    266
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    again
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    sail out from behind a cloud"As long as he is
    still addressing one by one's surname, one
    knows But now she seemed lost, and her smile
    began to falter
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    took her armTogether they turned her walker away
    from the play-table, and she began to clump with
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    the roomHe walked watchfully beside her
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    11:58 am
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    A little family was taking advantage of the cooler evening airThe father had some silver in his
    dark hair at the temples; the mother looked many years his juniorHer red brown hair was pulled
    back in a long ponytail that bobbed when she movedThey had a little boy, no more than a year
    oldThe father pushed the child in the swing from behind, while the mother stood in front,
    leaning in to kiss his forehead when he swung her way, making him giggle so hard that his
    chubby little face was bright redThis had her laughing, too–I could see her body shake with it,
    her hair dancing
    “What are you staring at, Wanda?”
    Jared's question wasn't anxious, because I was smiling softly at the surprising scene
    “Something I've never seen in all my livesI'm staring at… hope
    Jared came to stand behind me, peeking out over my shoulder“What do you mean?” His eyes
    swept across the buildings and the road, not pausing on the playing family
    I caught his chin and pointed his face in the right directionHe didn't so much as flinch at my
    unexpected touch, and that gave me a strange jolt of warmth in the pit of my stomach
    “What am I looking at?”
    “The only hope for survival I've ever seen for a host species
    “Where?” he demanded, bewildered
    I was aware of Ian close behind us now, listening silently
    “See?” I pointed at the laughing mother“See how she loves her human child?”
    At that moment, the woman snatched her son from the swing and squeezed him in a tight
    embrace, covering his face with kissesHe cooed and flailed–just a babyNot the miniature
    adult he would have been if he carried one of my kind“The baby ishuman? How? Why? For how long?”
    I shrugged“I've never seen this before–I don't knowShe has not given him up for a hostI
    can't imagine that she would be… fo
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    11:58 am
    @@@@@"Yes, sit down, I want to talk to you His
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    "Yes, sir, it has been
    Not since the night of the chess gameAnd they were both aware of itCummings surveyed Hearn with loathingHearn was an embodiment of the one mistake, the one indulgence he had ever permitted himself, and it had been intolerable to be with him since then"My wife is a bitch, Robert Cummings writhed at the memory, revolted with himself for that temporary weakness
    There was Hearn before him now, sprawled in the camp chair, his large body not nearly so relaxed as it seemed, his sullen mouth, his cold eyes staring back at himFor a while he had thought there was something in Hearn, a brilliance to match his own, an aptitude for power, the particular hunger that had meaning, but he had been wrongHearn was a vacuum with surface reactions, surface irritationsNo doubt he had mashed the cigarette on an impulse
    "I'm going to give you a lecture, Robert Until now Cummings had had no idea of how he would proceedHe had trusted his instincts to direct himPut it on the intellectual frame, let Hearn slip into it, be unaware that there was going to be an end product today
    Hearn lit a cigarette"Yes, sir?" He was still holding the match in his hand, and they both looked at itThere was a quite perceptible pause while Hearn fingered it, and then leaned forward to drop it in an ashtray
    "You're remarkably neat," Cummings said sourly
    Hearn's eyes lifted, searched his for an instant, wary, judging his answer
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
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    “What about that driver of yours, the one Casset got you?” asked the Chameleon, his eyes cold,
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
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    Mary gave me another look, then turned from the
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    Mansfield Park
    Fanny’s gratitude, when she heard the plan, was, in fact, much
    greater than her pleasureShe felt Edmund’s kindness with all, and
    more than all, the sensibility which he, unsuspicious of her fond
    attachment, could be aware of; but that he should forego any enjoyment
    on her account gave her pain, and her own satisfaction in
    seeing Sotherton would be nothing without him
    The next meeting of the two Mansfield families produced another
    alteration in the plan, and one that was admitted with general approbationGrant offered herself as companion for the day to Lady
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    Lady Bertram was very well pleased to have it so, and the young ladies
    were in spirits againEven Edmund was very thankful for an arrangement
    which restored him to his share of the party; and MrsNorris
    thought it an excellent plan, and had it at her tongue’s end, and was
    on the point of proposing it, when Mrs
    Wednesday was fine, and soon after breakfast the barouche arrived,
    MrCrawford driving his sisters; and as everybody was ready,
    there was nothing to be done but for MrsGrant to alight and the
    others to take their placesThe place of all places, the envied seat,
    the post of honour, was unappropriatedTo whose happy lot was it
    to fall? While each of the Miss Bertrams were meditating how best,
    and with the most appearance of obliging the others, to secure it,
    the matter was settled by MrsGrant’s saying, as she stepped from
    the carriage, “As there are five of you, it will be better that one should
    sit with Henry; and as you were saying lately that you wished you
    could drive, Julia, I think this will be a good opportunity for you to
    take a lesson
    Happy Julia! Unhappy Maria! The former was on the barouchebox
    in a moment, the latter took her seat within, in gloom and
    mortification; and the carriage drove off amid the good wishes of
    the two remaining ladies, and the barking of Pug in his mistress’s
    arms
    Their road was through a pleasant country; and Fanny, whose
    rides had never been extensive, was soon beyond her knowledge,
    and was very happy in observing all that was new, and admiring all
    that was prettyShe was not often invited to join in the conversation
    of the others, nor did she desire itHer own thoughts and
    71
    Jane Austen
    reflections were habitually her best companions; and, in observing
    the appearance of the country, the bearings of the roads, the difference
    of soil, the state of the harvest, the cottages, the cattle, the
    children, she found entertainment that could only have been heightened
    by having Edmund to speak to of what she feltThat was the
    only point of resemblance between her and the lady who sat by her:
    in everything but a value for Edmund, Miss Crawford was very
    unlike herShe had none of Fanny’s delicacy of taste, of mind, of
    feeling; she saw Nature, inanimate Nature, with little observation;
    her attention was all for men and women, her talents for the light
    and livelyIn looking back after Edmund, however, when there was
    any stretch of road behind them, or when he gained on them in
    ascending a considerable hill, they were united, and a “there he is”
    broke at the same moment from them both, more than once
    For the first seven miles Miss Bertram had very little real comfort:
    her prospect always ended in MrCrawford and her sister sitting
    side by side, full of conversation and merriment; and to see only his
    expressive profile as he turned with a smile to Julia, or to catch the
    laugh of the other, was a perpetual source of irritation, which her
    own sense of propriety could but just smooth overWhen Julia looked
    back, it was with a countenance of delight, and whenever she spoke
    to them, it was in the highest spirits: “her view of the country was
    charming, she wished they could all see it,” etc but her only offer
    of exchange was addressed to Miss Crawford, as they gained the
    summit of a long hill, and was not more inviting than this: “Here is
    a fine burst of coun
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    11:51 am
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    "Men, you might as well lea' me A few tears worked out of Wilson's eyes"They ain't no use y' killin' yourself for me His fever was earring chanel torturing him again, and it sent a leaden aching ecstasy through his bodyHe felt consumed with the desire to express something Wilson clenched his fistsHe wanted to give them a present, and he was frustratedThey were such good men It was plaintive, like a child weeping for something it will logo louis vuitton never get
    Goldstein listened to him, tempted by the same inevitable suite of rationalizations that Stanley had followedHe wondered how to suggest it to Ridges, and was silent"You jus' shut up, WilsonWe ain't leavin' ya
    And therefore Goldstein could not quitHe would not be the first one; he classic chanel bag was a little afraid that Ridges then would bundle Wilson on his back and continueHe was bitter and thought of faintingThat he wouldn't do, but he was angry with Brown and Stanley for deserting themThey quit, why don't I quit? he wondered, and knew he wouldn't
    "Jus' set me down an' gowan, prada clutch men
    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    11:52 am
    @@@@@She's a widow and well-fixed enough to pay
    @@@@@She's a widow and well-fixed
    enough to pay a fair rentThe women in the town would like it, and
    you need it, unless you're willing to find a woman in"
    "What's wrong
    with the way I look? I wear decent black, the way a widow should
    My
    petticoats hardly ever peek out
    "You don't wear decent black at allYou wear earth-stained,
    rolled-sleeves, peasant women clothes, and you're the lady of the Big
    House
    "Oh, fiddle-dee-dee, MrsHow could I ride out to see the
    timothy grass is growing if I had on lady-of-the-house clothes?
    Besides, I like being comfortableAs soon as I can go back intoe
    colored skirts and shirts I'll start worrying about whether they have
    stains on themI've always hated mourning, I don't see any reason to
    try and make black look freshNo matter what you do to it, it's still
    black
    "Then you aren't interested in the dressmaker?"
    "Of course I'm interestedAnother rent is always interestingAnd
    one of these days I'll order some frocksThe
    fields should be ready for the wheat this week
    "There's another rent possible," the housekeeper said carefullyShe'd
    been surprised more than once by unexpected astuteness on Scarlett's
    part"Brendan Kennedy thinks he could do well if he added an inn to
    his barThere's the building next to him could be used
    "Who on earth would come to Ballyhara to stay at an inn? That's
    crazy
    Besides, if Brendan Kennedy wants to rent from me, he should carry
    his
    hat in his hand and come talk to me himself, not pester you to do itLikely it was only talkFitzgerald gave Scarlett
    the week's household account book and abandoned talk of the inn for
    the
    momentColum would have to work on it; he was much more
    persuasive
    than she was"We're getting to have more servants than the Queen
    of
    England," said ScarlettShe said the same thing every week
    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
    12:23 pm
    @@@@@Whoever faced us sat very still and
    @@@@@Whoever faced us sat very still and said
    nothingWe began to feel the tension of the moment, but it felt far away, outside ourselfIt was
    hard to care about anything but the water in our belly and where we could find moreWe tried
    to concentrate, to see what had rescued us
    The first thing we could make out, after minutes of blinking and squinting, was the thick
    whiteness that fell from the dark face, a million splinters of pale in the nightWhen we grasped
    that this was a beard–like Santa Claus, we thought chaotically–the other pieces of the face were
    supplied by our memoryEverything fit into place: the big cleft-tipped nose, the wide
    cheekbones, the thick white brows, the eyes set deep into the wrinkled fabric of skinThough
    we could see only hints of each feature, we knew how light would expose them
    “Uncle Jeb,” we croaked in surprise
    Uncle Jeb, squatting next to us, rocked back on his heels when we said his name
    “Well, now,” he said, and his gruff voice brought back a hundred memories“Well, now, here's
    a pickle
    CHAPTER 13
    Sentenced
    Are they here?” We choked out the words–they burst from us like the water in our lungs had,
    expelledAfter water, this question was all that mattered“Did they make it?”
    Uncle Jeb's face was impossible to read in the darkness
    “Jamie, Jared!” Our whisper burned like a shout“Jared was with JamieOur brother! Are they
    here? Did they come? Did you find them, too?”
    There was barely a pause His answer was forceful, and there was no pity in it, no feeling at allWe were not echoing him, we were protesting against getting our life
    backWhat was the point? We closed our eyes again and listened to the pain in our bodyWe let
    that drown out the pain in our mind
    “Look,” Uncle Jeb said after a moment“I, uh, have something to take care ofYou rest for a
    bit, and I'll be back for
    Friday, December 10th, 2010
    11:56 am
    @@@@@He had immediately diverted a thousand men
    @@@@@He had immediately diverted a thousand men to building a roadThey started on an improved trail which the Japanese had used for motor transport from the airfield to the beach, and the division engineers widened it, sodding the top surface with gravel from the beachBut beyond the airfield the trails were rudimentary, and after the first week still another thousand men were assigned to the road
    It took them three days to build each mile, and the front troops drew constantly aheadBy the end of three weeks the division task force had moved fifteen miles up the peninsula and the road reached only halfway to themAlong the rest of the route, supplies were carried up by pack trains, and almost a thousand more men were occupied with that
    The campaign progressed uneventfully from day to day, no longer being mentioned in news broadcastsThe division's casualties were light, and the front had finally achieved some formThe General watched the constant activity of men and trucks out of all the bivouacs in the jungle adjacent to the beach, and contented himself temporarily with cleaning out the Japanese who were left in the rear, with building the road, and with moving his front forward at an easy and calculated rateHe knew that in a week or two, at most a month, the actual campaign would begin



    2

    TO THE REPLACEMENTS, everything was new and they were miserableThey seemed to be wet all the time, and no matter how they set up their pup tents, they would always blow down during the nightThey could find no way to anchor their short tent pins in the sandWhen the rain started they could discover no alternative to drawing up their feet and hoping their blankets would not become drenched againIn the middle of the night they would be awakened for guard, and would stumble through the moonlight to sit numbly in a wet sandy hole, starting at every sound
    There were three hundred of them and they all felt a little patheticEverything was strangeSomehow they had not expected to do labor details in a combat zone, and they were bewildered by the contrast between the activity of the day when trucks and landing craft were constantly in motion and the quiet of evening when everything was so peacefulThen it was cooler, and out across the water the sunset was usually beautifulMen would be smoking their last cigarettes before dark or writing letters or attempting to secure their tents with a piece of driftwoodThe sounds of battle were muted at night and the distant crackling of small-arms fire, the remote echoes of fthe artillery seemed detached from themIt was a confusing period, and most of them were pleased when they were assigned to their companies

    But Croft was notHe had been hoping against his better judgment that recon would be given the eight replacements they needed, and to his disgust they had been assigned only fourIt was the culmination of a series of frustrations for him since the platoon had landed on Anopope
    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
    11:55 am
    @@@@@It was designed only to express his
    @@@@@It was designed only to express his participation
    in all that interested her, and to tell her that he had been hearing
    what quickened every feeling of affectionHe was, in fact, entirely
    on his father’s side of the questionHis surprise was not so great as
    his father’s at her refusing Crawford, because, so far from supposing
    her to consider him with anything like a preference, he had always
    believed it to be rather the reverse, and could imagine her to be
    taken perfectly unprepared, but Sir Thomas could not regard the
    connexion as more desirable than he didIt had every recommendation
    to him; and while honouring her for what she had done
    under the influence of her present indifference, honouring her in
    rather stronger terms than Sir Thomas could quite echo, he was
    most earnest in hoping, and sanguine in believing, that it would be
    a match at last, and that, united by mutual affection, it would appear
    that their dispositions were as exactly fitted to make them blessed
    in each other, as he was now beginning seriously to consider them
    Crawford had been too precipitateHe had not given her time to
    attach herselfHe had begun at the wrong endWith such powers
    as his, however, and such a disposition as hers, Edmund trusted that
    everything would work out a happy conclusionMeanwhile, he saw
    enough of Fanny’s embarrassment to make him scrupulously guard
    against exciting it a second time, by any word, or look, or movement
    Crawford called the next day, and on the score of Edmund’s return,
    Sir Thomas felt himself more than licensed to ask him to stay
    dinner; it was really a necessary complimentHe staid of course,
    and Edmund had then ample opportunity for observing how he
    sped with Fanny, and what degree of immediate encouragement for
    him might be extracted from her manners; and it was so little, so
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    very, very little—every chance, every possibility of it, resting upon
    her embarrassment only; if there was not hope in her confusion,
    there was hope in nothing else—that he was almost ready to wonder
    at his friend’s perseveranceFanny was worth it all; he held her
    to be worth every effort of patience, every exertion of mind, but he
    did not think he could have gone on himself with any woman breathing,
    without something more to warm his courage than his eyes
    could discern in hersHe was very willing to hope that Crawford
    saw clearer, and this was the most comfortable conclusion for his
    friend that he could come to from all that he observed to pass before,
    and at, and after dinner
    In the evening a few circumstances occurred which he thought
    more promisingWhen he and Crawford walked into the drawingroom,
    his mother and Fanny were sitting as intently and silently at
    work as if there were nothing else to care forEdmund could not
    help noticing their apparently deep tranquillity
    “We have not been so silent all the time,” replied his mother
    “Fanny has been reading to me, and only put the book down upon
    hearing you coming And sure enough there was a book on the
    table which had the air of being very recently closed: a volume of
    Shakespeare“She often reads to me out of those books; and she
    was in the middle of a very fine speech of that man’s—what’s his
    name, Fanny?—when we heard your footsteps
    Crawford took the volume“Let me have the pleasure of finishing
    that speech to your ladyship,” said he“I shall find it immediately
    And by carefully giving way to the inclination of the leaves, he did
    find it, or within a page or two, quite near enough to satisfy Lady
    Bertram, who assured him, as soon as he mentioned the name of
    Cardinal Wolsey, that he had got the very speechNot a look or an
    offer of help had Fanny given; not a syllable for or against
    Monday, December 6th, 2010
    12:09 pm
    @@@@@Norman’s lawyer, who’ll wrap up
    @@@@@Norman’s lawyer, who’ll wrap up everything
    here; the kennels for the dogs;the Pentagon assigned-vehicle dispatcher—and a last call to New
    YorkThen it’s Dulles Airport
    “You must have thought about this for a long time, for years—”
    “Nothing but, MrDelta,” confirmed the general’s wife, interrupting“Like they say, we paid
    our dues
    “But before I can sign those papers or make those calls,” added Flannagan, “I have to know we
    can break clean—now
    “Meaning no police, no newspapers, no involvement with tonight—you simply weren’t here
    “You said it’s a tall orderHow tall are the debts you can call in?”
    “You simply weren’t here,” repeated Bourne softly, slowly, looking at the fluted glass ashtray
    with the lipstick-stained cigarette butts on the table beside himHe pulled his eyes back to the
    general’s aide“You didn’t touch anything in there; there’s nothing to physically tie you in with his
    suicideAre you really prepared to leave—say, in a couple of hours?”
    “Try thirty minutes, MrDelta,” replied Rachel
    “My God, you had a life here, both of you—”
    “We don’t want anything from this life outside of what we’ve got,” said Flannagan firmly
    “The estate here is yours, MrsSwayne—”
    “Like hell it isIt’s being turned over to some foundation, ask the lawyerWhatever I get, if I
    get, he’ll send on to meI just want out—we want out
    Jason looked back and forth at the strange and strangely drawn-together couple“Then there’s
    nothing to stop you
    “How do we know that?” pressed Flannagan, stepping forward
    “It’ll take a measure of trust on your part, but, believe me, I can do itOn the other hand, look at
    the alterna
    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    11:48 am
    @@@@@Well, she wasn't going to let his gloom
    @@@@@Well, she wasn't going to let his gloom ruin
    her good moodHarvest Home was a partyAlso, the hunting season
    would be starting any day now, and her new riding habit was the most
    enchanting design Scarlett had ever seenSims was everything
    Charlotte had said she was"If you're ready we will take a tour,"
    said Charlotte MontagueScarlett put down her teacupShe was
    more
    eager than she wanted to admit"Mighty kind of you, Charlotte,
    seeing
    as how every door except my rooms has been locked for practically a
    year She sounded as cranky as she could, but she suspected that
    Charlotte was too smart to be fooled"I'll just find Cat to go with
    us
    "If you like, Scarlett, but she saw everything as it was doneShe's a
    remarkable child, just appears when a door or window is left openIt
    made some of the painters quite nervous when they found her on top
    of
    their scaffolding
    "Don't tell me things like that, I'll have a seizure
    Little monkey, she climbs everything Scarlett called for Cat and
    looked for Cat to no availSometimes the little girl's independence
    annoyed her, like nowUsually she was proud"I guess she'll catch
    up with us if she's interested," she said at last
    "Let's go, I'm dying to see Might as well admit itShe wasn't
    fooling anybodyCharlotte led the way upstairs first to long
    corridors lined with bedrooms for guests, then back down again to
    what
    Scarlett still had trouble calling the first floor instead of, in
    American usage, the secondCharlotte took her to the end of the
    house
    away from the rooms she'd been using"Your bedroom, your bath,
    your
    boudoir, your dressing room, Cat's playroom, bedroom, nursery
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